Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 12/26/2009 01:35:00 pm

had alittle talk with swetest friend earlier on. i bet its a little difficult to accept one's change in life. i guess there are times in life we should apologise even though it might not be our fault. whatever it is, it is normal for jealousy to occur in us when we see our friend have someone new in their life. whatever she face is the same like what i'm facing right now.

i may not be able to view everything as a whole because i'm not a perfect human afterall. sometimes, we might not be able to see what is in someone mind or heart about us because we are not born with the talent of doing so. but i hope one day, my friend whom have change can somehow sense that i need her very badly and always there for me to listen to my problem although she might not be my BFF or anything.

but afterall, i am bless with a lot of great friends and more, my family. i really miss her alot and all i want to do is to talk to her and push the hate that i have in me since i saw the change. a few days ago, i went to my friend to pass her the gift that i bought for her. she was very elated to have it since i have delay the time when i want to meet her due to my busy committment. we didn't really talk much as she was busy. i do miss talking to her on the phone but what can i do, i'm just too busy and there's alot of commitment waiting for me to accomplish.

to my sweet friend, it;s ok to feel bad for what happen. but always remember, at least you have your love ones to accompany you when you feel sad. don't worry! everything will turn out fine is you always stay positive and look at the bad things as a lesson in live to improve yourselves as a human :)

(p/s: geesh, i wish i don't have this problem at all. i'm human too.)