Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 5/25/2008 06:29:00 pm
clarification here..
i know i need to study for my mother tongue..
and i already did that just now...
it's a tough fight for me..
forcing the idioms in my head for my composition...
well..
it's just the starting of a tortures journey for me..
from the beginning of my life in sec 5N..
i already keep up with the stress around me...
i'm still wonderful is it me who is lost or it's just me who have been avoiding reality..
everytime when i hear the song from TANK entitled PERSONAL ANGEL...
i just start to go teary..
i just know why...
maybe the video clip or maybe it's the infatuation of wu zun?!
oh no!!
liyana is already turning to her love mood..
pls la aunty!!
it's O LEVELS....
but eventually..
this song is for my mom..
i just realised it was her who make me strong till now...
i'm holding back my tears because i don't want her to get too worried about me..
sometimes there are issues between me and her..
i already promise her from the beginning that..
i will do my O's well not for me..
but for HER..
hopefully god pull me through all the way till the nationals..
i swear i'm giving up now...
but like what i say..
i'm doing this for my mom....
AND I WANT TO KEEP THAT PROMISE
ok..better stop now before my laptop is drenched with tears....
(p/s: i'm wondering if my dreams will ever come true...if god will..insya-allah..)