Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 4/30/2008 08:13:00 pm

dear all..sorry but i'm going to break my rules on blogging..seriuosly..my mind is toatlly blank now..after what i told him..he just started to cry and i'm tried to cover up too..i acted as nothing had happen but i just kept weeping...he's still too young too understand the meaning of love...i don't feel the love feeling for the past 2 months..

i want to achieve what i want first..i want to see the world outside..collect alot of money..and love can wait..it's just time to think about myself first...it totally to see you cry as if you're desperate of something...

yes..i already broke up with him..it's the end for me..and also him...sometime in life we have to sacrifice something to enjoy what we want..so people..if you see me down the road..don't ask me about him..it's just going to get hurt very bad..i already cause a big hole in his hard..i want him to get over me as soon as possible..even my cousin say i'm stupid!!how could i do something behind his back..i mean..i never close up anything about my life and this is the first time i did this...see..cause of love..i'm alone now..i have nobody to rely on..stupid love..

(p/s: thanks for the love..)