Sunday, December 23, 2007 @ 12/23/2007 10:42:00 pm

I'm starting to feel annoyed today..my elder brother just trying to interrogate me today regarding yesterday incident..after he hurt my emotions very badly..he just pretend that I'm the one who start all this argument..wtf!!





i just starting weeping after he question me today in front of my sister-in-law want-to-be...my dad then start to come into the scene after i start to raise my voice..eventually..it hit me in the head about my attitude..somehow!!every time i argue with my brother..i will just walk-off and don't even want to face with that person..it's like.."i don't have business with you...back off!!"





but then my dad start to scold him and also me..which is fair la..then my brother just shut up..and i left the house for wedding function..my dad start to nag and nag...but i just keep quiet...well..it's normal...





but after that..i just start to get back to my old self..laugh and laugh and just put the past behind me..and I'm trying to smile again..somehow..but if he try to do those thing again..I'll just scream and question him instead..so now..all of you know how's my attitude..it's now up to you guys to think which one is right and determine how you're gonna talk to me..i will be calm but my heart will be on fire if you try to be funny with me..





back to reality..I'm in love with kim jung hoon!!! a friend of mine who went to Korea took a photo of him and send it to!! thanks darls!!





thanks for the photos....i like it!!! it's kind of strange on how she took the photos..i mean the position of it..but it's OK..i still like his photos!!but..of course..it's impossible to feel in love with him!! he's so far away!!aha..just now..went for wedding and i start to imagine stuff..





what happen if I'm the one who is getting married??oh my god..it's lame..and my brother just start to say.."pelamin roboh lah kak..dah lah kakak jalan hentak kaki..roboh jugak barang tu.."translated mean.."the dais is gonna collapse cos i walk is like stumping my feet...it's gonna collapse.."





and i just slap him and say.."who cares?? i only marry a guy who loves me with whatever condition am i in!!"he just shut up and smile..hahha...poor brother..this is revenge..after you push me down the stairs...hahaha...





my mom even told me to smile even more...that's the way to forget all my problems in my life..well..that comes in handy!!