Wednesday, November 28, 2007 @ 11/28/2007 07:04:00 pm

today was another tearful day for me...i went for mr.Stephen loh's wake at his parent's hse..well..it's kinda far from the bus stop!!well..i should say that Mr setphen loh is bless with a good family...he have a loving mom and dad and also siblings and also sister-in-law and also godsister...well..fair enough!!

today really hit alot as this is the first time i attended a christian funeral...it all started when we entered the tent..we were welcome by his dad,uncle victor..he bring us inside his house and there was it..mr.loh's coffin..we walk for about 1 round before we stand for 1 minute silent...aunt Cathy was there(Mr.loh's mom) she was standing beside me crying as she was touch by our move to visit them...his mom ask me if he was a good teacher..and of course i said yes!!..but in another words..he's an outstanding one(sorry sarizan sir..i steal your word!!)

his mom kept crying till i have to calm her down..uncle victor hope that we take Mr loh as our inspiration aka our idol and seriously till now..he's face still playing in my mind..after we see his coffin(by the way..his coffin is close..so we never see his face)we sat outside and i felt we are doing self-reflection..this incident really shows me how to appreciate life..there were 11 of us..me,julynn,wei qiang,haikel,salam,jacqueline,vanessa ben,eraidie,nelson,and some guy that i don't from where...we sat together and came uncle victor who brought us this stack of album from mr.loh's room..i was kind of laughing when i see all his photos..all very cute and adorable..well..that was the past..he's no longer living on earth..he's happy somewhere...

all i could say now is..thanks mr.loh for inspiring us..and thanks for being a teaccher for me during pe...may god bless you and rest in peace..i will always pray for you and also you family...not only that..i'll take your life story as a lesson..i will move on with what i'm compassionate with just like you..(your's is teaching) and also..carrying on studying no matter how old am i...once again thanks!! may god bless your forever...

**tommorrow is his cremation..i hope no tears will be shed**