Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 3/29/2007 05:23:00 pm

i wonder y nisa change alot....since i came back this week for cca, she had been feeling cold towards me....y did i do until she do tis to me?? juz nw..she juz ignore me although i told her nicely that i wan to c her aft sch regarding flag day..but she answer me wif a rude tone n say " C HW!!!".... i was offended veri badly..i hope hwee peng mam is around to help me...instead of helping me to move the foreign affair department...she rather help yi jun in training...i noe foreign affair dept. is nt that important in sjab bt cn't she c hw torture it is to to the flag day thing myself??where's her heart n soul???where??? i cn understand if she dun lyk me..bt that;s nt the way to settle prob..im nt an idiot to do tis thing......... i dun noe wat i do to her??i nvr talk to her about things since she gave me that attitude.....wat the heck...i wouldnt talk about it anymore...

btw...holiday was usch a tramatic thing....my grandma pass away when i was there for 2 days.....my eyes was crying since the day i step foot in indonesia....my mom was crying to.......bt..as an oldest cousin in my mother's side, i haf to tahan my tears..bt everytime my cousin cry..i cnnt take it...tears will juz keep flowing......btw...i broke up wif my bf....i decide to do so coz i cnnt take all the challenges he gave me...it's juz too hard to xplain......i hope he juz forget me and go for another one.........i will happy if u do so.......

sch was ok except that i ahf to go for 3 days mc....it's quite terrible as i haf extremely high fever and also an infected leg......nobody noe wat happen to me..bt all i noe...they r quite worried about me..li hui was nice to me n borrow notes for me.....wei qiang too..luv all them alot!! tmr is speech day...n im the usher..no i mean i take care of the staircase.........if i nt worng it's wif wei jun.....ok...im nt so close to him..so i dun tink i talk to him that much....

aft term 3....prefectorial board will combine wif the cca councillors....n we will be called student councillor instead of the separate thing lyk prefect n cca councillor..bt i tink i will be in the student councillor board as i will haf another year in ftpss.......

ok..needs to buzz off.....luv u ppl!!