Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 12/26/2009 01:35:00 PM

had alittle talk with swetest friend earlier on. i bet its a little difficult to accept one's change in life. i guess there are times in life we should apologise even though it might not be our fault. whatever it is, it is normal for jealousy to occur in us when we see our friend have someone new in their life. whatever she face is the same like what i'm facing right now.

i may not be able to view everything as a whole because i'm not a perfect human afterall. sometimes, we might not be able to see what is in someone mind or heart about us because we are not born with the talent of doing so. but i hope one day, my friend whom have change can somehow sense that i need her very badly and always there for me to listen to my problem although she might not be my BFF or anything.

but afterall, i am bless with a lot of great friends and more, my family. i really miss her alot and all i want to do is to talk to her and push the hate that i have in me since i saw the change. a few days ago, i went to my friend to pass her the gift that i bought for her. she was very elated to have it since i have delay the time when i want to meet her due to my busy committment. we didn't really talk much as she was busy. i do miss talking to her on the phone but what can i do, i'm just too busy and there's alot of commitment waiting for me to accomplish.

to my sweet friend, it;s ok to feel bad for what happen. but always remember, at least you have your love ones to accompany you when you feel sad. don't worry! everything will turn out fine is you always stay positive and look at the bad things as a lesson in live to improve yourselves as a human :)

(p/s: geesh, i wish i don't have this problem at all. i'm human too.)

Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 12/14/2009 03:58:00 PM

i don't know why i'm going to be traveling the longest distance in my life tomorrow. i guess its just about time i travel alone. transiting in different countries who is so foreign and boom! i'm already there.

take care everyone. will be missed!

(p/s: be back next tuesday)

Monday, December 07, 2009 @ 12/07/2009 01:58:00 PM

geesh! i think i have to get use to having school during DECEMBER for the next few years.
i think school is like a b*tch lately. friends have been one too.
i just don't get them at all.

my workload is getting more and more tiring and i feel like throwing all my my work and stuff to the rubbish bin. SCHOOL IS OMG.

6 more days! looking forward for this weekend and finally! tuesday i love you!

(p.s: UT coming. )

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @ 12/02/2009 10:15:00 PM

i seriously don't understand why went someone start to tear up and the eyes goes super swell then all their friends come to ask "what's wrong?"

geesh, seriously i don't understand why. its just irony right?!

i witness this just now. such a drama. GROW UP LA!

(p/s: getting more pissed nowadays!)

Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 11/26/2009 12:35:00 PM

its another day when i got so bothered by the net again. instead of mugging thinking whether or not do the maths problem, i'm already declare in the holiday mood. of course, i am looking forward for the performance on SUNDAY at SMU.

my birthday just past and finally M18 BABY!legally 18 and i swear i can feel the whole freedom in my life now. my mom and dad no longer control me like i can have my freedom till 10 pm. wow! what a breather. sorry for not blogging. i've been busy! have been coming back home later for the last few weeks! it

yeah! my class bought a cake for me. when i'm back in FTP, i didn't really get a birthday bash like this except for all the birthday greeting and also for last year when the class gathered for chalet, celebrating my birthday at the same time.

cannot wait for SUNDAY. and I miss _______!




i guess i have not been updating! yes! i know! sorry for the long delayy!

people have been bugging me(ask to update but never tag!) to update but because of my busy schedule, i have to put things on delay. ** have been studying and playing gamelan**

sometimes i have to be a little appreciative about little things in life. be it friends or family. some of them acts like don't know what type of person. family wise have been supportive and i'm thankful for that. there is still out there who are lost in finding their friends and love one. for me,my friends always go in and out and i swear i'm not intimidate by it.

i love the last picture for sure!

school is a massive headache. i'm sure of vomitting :(

(p/s: why me?)

i swear its mental torture.
a lot of test coming up for the next 2 weeks and continuous torture till next year january.

they offer me again. damn tempted to go.
but will my parents allow me?

(p/s: damn pissed)